fog.

my thoughts are delayed
my mind in a haze
what can i do
what can i say
it's foggy here
emotions swirling around
oh how i long to write them down
uncertain
unsure
is it the beginning or the end?
a foe or a friend?
i observe
i imagine
i wonder
i desperately search...

clowdy

the insecurity of life
the uncertainty in time
sleepless nights
tired days
wishing and hoping life away
so many choices
but not enough means
she wonders, she hopes, she dreams

the way they're meant to be

do things always happen the way they're meant to be

they were so close together but now they're free

life and distance

time and space

when will he see her face to face?

time passes slowly as the season's change

she tries to call him but he's out of range

the bond they once held begins to erase

one day he realizes, she's in a different place

one day she realizes, time is too valuable to waste

life brought them together for a moment in time

they told themsleves things would be just fine

they gave it their all

and began to fall

away, away

too soon?

who's to say

regret

God put you on my heart today
but i chose to look the other way
"it's been too long," i told myself
"she'll think i'm weird or someone else"

yesterday you were on my heart
from the moment that my day did start
i ignored the nudge that i felt deep down
and continued on with things around town

last week God put you on my heart
last month He told me you needed a new start
it had been so long and i chose to forget
now i have to live my life with regret

i know now that you were desperate for help
i know now that you were not well
now that i know, it's too late
how i wish things could start over on a clean slate
i realize now there's no time to wait

God gave me the nudge and let ME make the choice
to take the easy way out or listen to His voice
now that you're gone
oh how i long
to change the decisions i made wrong

we must remember that the choices we make
can determine the steps another might take
the day we step out of our comfort zone
could be the day we find someone lost and alone
lets choose everyday to be aware
and let our light's shine with out a care

i stepped in gum today...

i stepped in gum today

it's on the bottom of my shoe

i stepped in gum today

while visiting the zoo

it's sticky just like glue

someone chewed a piece of gum

and when they were through

they didn't know what to do

so now their gum is stuck like goo

on the bottom of my shoe

i guess gum is better than poo

curious girl

she's a curious girl
of the world around
notices every sight and sound
she wonders what's next
what door to walk through
she wonders about people
why they do what they do
new thoughts in her head always seem to explode
so many thoughts
such a heavy load
she's a curious girl
who doesn't want to fail
how she wants to know every single detail
about life and love and this great big world
there are zillions of thoughts in her head that swirl
she listens, she thinks, she wonders ...
oh-what a curious girl

indifference

stand for something
or fall flat on your face
the world is changing at such a fast pace
as the world evolves, it leaves less room for gray
we are faced with choices every single day
do we stand our ground or take the easy way out
do we worry about image and leave the lost with doubt?
we must remind ourselves of what life is all about
in a split second we can choose to stand out or blend in
but the choices we make can determine our end

can we show the world we have something different,
if indifference is all we show?
if we strive to blend in how will they ever know...
that there is freedom from the lives they live
and joy beyond their sorrow
are we're so busy being "cool" that we can't see past tomorrow?

one day we'll stand before the throne
every choice we have made will then be shown
let's choose now to stand up tall
and not just be content while the lost around us fall
we can make a difference now, it's not too late
let your voice be heard, there's no time to wait !

in a world where mediocrity is becoming the norm...
stand